Today, I no longer hide behind an old mask of not being good enough.
Sheila Tillich • My story
My traumatic childhood had a great impact on my future choices. I was brought up in an alcoholic home and was #6 out of 8 children. Born with hereditary nerve ending damage in the ears only added to the chaos of my home. Being chastised for trying to read others' lips in Catholic school was traumatizing. I found comfort in my ability to communicate with Angels from a young age and relied on this communication through the hardships I encountered. My father died when I was 15, which financially crushed my family and ended my dream of becoming a Nurse Midwife.
I married my high-school sweetheart at 19 and brought all my low self-worth with me. Trying to fill the empty well inside of me, my co-dependency flared along with other self-sabotaging behaviors; workaholism, exercise addiction, and my most feared – alcoholism. I was uncomfortable with labels and beliefs bestowed upon me by the traditional healthcare system as I found that they kept me in the role of a victim. This realization and my desire to overcome the labels and beliefs I had been given encouraged me to pursue my dream of working in healthcare. Once I had begun my recovery from Alcoholism I was able to finally start my career in the healthcare field. I went to school for nursing and during my third year of school I suffered an injury that led to a diagnosis of fibromyalgia. I had a dysfunctional marriage at the time, that when coupled with the stress of nursing school I found myself unable to complete my degree and instead started focusing on my physical recovery which led me on the journey of dealing with the issues in my tissues. After leaving nursing school I supported myself by working in Hospice Care until 2002 when I became a Board Certified Phlebotomist.
In my late 30’s and early 40’s, “recovery” started to bloom.
Doing work on myself was the answer to my problems.
My children were the catalyst. I wanted more for them than what I started with. I knew I had to put my oxygen mask on first to be a healthy role model. My interest in science and spirituality fit right in with my skeptical mind. The alternative, holistic, and Eastern medicine practices always piqued my interest so this led to engorging myself in learning all I could. I had to have proof. How? I went within. I asked my Higher Power to help me. They did. I had a lot of help. Slowly, I got off medication prescribed for depression, fibromyalgia, and other traditional diagnoses. I started using pure therapeutic-grade essential oils.
My life has transformed into a marvelous ongoing journey of self-healing.
I embrace a spiritual life that has been “beyond my wildest dreams".
I’ve found peace... I’ve finally found me - being comfortable in my own skin: warts and all ~ I am good enough ~ I trust in myself and my wisdom of self-healing. I found HeartMath® Institute where I learned to bridge my two worlds of heart and mind. This shift opened my heart’s desire to counsel and minister to others. Early in 2017, I transitioned my professional life from mainstream healthcare to private practice in Integrative Holistic healthcare.
Soul awakening and the Galactic Connection.
2017 was a year of trusting my gut and moving forward. I completed my Bachelors degree in Metaphysical Science, became an Ordained Metaphysical Ministry, this allows me to work as a Metaphysical Practitioner. I also became licensed as a HeartMath coach and a Universal Master Energy Healer. I became an authorized host for the Lemurian Sisterhood which led me on my akashic remembrance of my true identity as a Galactic Grandmother in this lifetime and many lifetimes before. The Star Mothers showed me that I am Galactic Grandmother, this means I have always served as a "midwife" - helping others birth the potential of their true Divine Souls; by tapping into Mother Earth's energy and the wisdom of our Divine Galactic Lineage.
